Saturday, November 07, 2009
dont take chances, they only get you hurt.
good song.
today was ok. but then. waited 1 and a half hour. hai. for nothing
what a disappointment.
sian la. tml sch at 7.
Friday, November 06, 2009
what a difference a bus ride makes.
ruined my day,
yet. made me happy.
Monday, November 02, 2009
i just installed my own microsoft office 2007! yay all by meself. heh downloaded of cuz.
awesome sia.
thx to ian.
i dreamnt i fought with my eldest bro. haha. like really. wanted to kill him that kind of fight.
funneh.
anyways. sch has been aight.
fell sick for a bit. partied quite a bit. hmm. blogging seems dreadfully chore like.
Friday, October 23, 2009
dreaeeeeam. dream dream dream when i want youuu.
haha great song.
i had a dream.
oh ok. context.
just finished the Human race. pics and stuff to come.
i kinda wanna do an overview of my week. and of the past week. a TWO week review.
but i lac the time. it'll have to wait. BUT it will be done.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
stuff im dyin to say, and things that havent been done,
the feeling of being in love, remains on the run.
the words from friends, do they matter?
texts from you, my tummy, it flutters.
verbal speech it seems, becomes a challenge,
its like stuttering, with the churning feeling.
but as the chemicals have been well merged,
i walk away, the moon behind me, its light, taunting.
the rides back, with no pebbles, only stones.
beside you would be nice, nobody likes to be alone.
like, " How you doing?" ( cuz yes, i care)
my thoughts of you, far from scarce.
LOLOL.
funneh right.
art was a horrible experience.
the cute short rhymes. a form of release. funny how my brain gets SO ( i wont call it creative) but so awake, just as i am abt to try to sleep.
haha
meaningless, every single word.
think nothing of them
maybe someday they'll make sense to me,
i might just laugh at my foolishness and childish emotions.
how self centred, how naive.
i feeling of anger filled me. angry at myself. letting my guard down. stupid shit.
yes i said shit.
i was taught to guard my heart.
i forgot that lesson, i wanted to deliberately let someone in.
but God intervened.
Monday, October 19, 2009
i feel like i got duped/dumped/dog-pooed/dingo-ed.
im thinking too much. i KNOW i am.
stupid phase.
first day of school was great. blog a long post soon. just not now.
im emoing
haha me saying that is just, weird.
aiyo.
aiya
i feel a sense of self pity/loathing/(slap u till u wake up ur idea)
ah u get it.
rainy windy day, please go away,
you chased away all my gay.
what you brought was simply gloom,
but i know you'll be over soon.
what i saw, so pretty from afar,
your hurricane, swift, left my doors ajar.
cuz when youre done, i'll need it back,
my heart, if you please, put it back, intact.
Friday, October 16, 2009
how do i describe it.
its like, seeing an EX, with another guy, (TRYING TO IMAGINE)
its like, seeing a kid buying that last toy from the shop
i got real jealous today, and and, the fact that i felt that EMOTION, made me doubt my feelings.
oh syte im not making sense. but i dont care. its abouts mee.
anyways.. worked, was ok la. then chomps. HAHA. so fun. so nice. so, relaxed.
GAWSH. made my day.
and then at interchange, it got not as nice. WHY.
why so, ZHUN. so, um. (lets call it fate)
when you try to forget someone,
you'll see em everywhere.
when you LEAST expect it.
booms.
